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pLease..dun be tooo000ooo direct...it wasn't ur fault or his fault..for him...asking from u might released...heared from de other side...she said...sumthin' dat easy...cause u always have de knot....not like us...not like him...sooo...never ever say if u dunno....deep in my heart...i never want to feel dat way...but am sorry...am starting to feel dat way........pLease forgive me...




I LOVE THEM.....A LOT....=)

task task task...=)

hye tinta...hurm...diz week i faced bundles of extravaganza works and tasks that have to be completed....hurm..apa mau...sumer adaaaa...!!!hehe...best....aku dgr...aku semangat sbb work load aku bertambah dkt microbe......nyum2 nyum..tp td jmpe Dr...mcm nightmare plak...coz...aku kene identify beneficial bacteria dlm pollen.....alah...susa nk ckp pkai ayat pjg2...list boleyh....lps list nih siap cnfirm kepala otak aku kacau bilau ...ea kerh..??hehe...xpe...harus habiskan jgk x kira ape.....=)

1.....detection amino acid Dr. nk buat 6july nie...manual...hurm blum smpai suku aku bace....boleyh x aku harap aini jer...hehe...hndle amino acid..hurm bnder sekecik2 alam tuuuu...sumer nk kene jage...mcm baby...baby lagi senang kot...c u amino acid....later on i godam2 u....please tolong la cooperate...kalau xjd msti Dr. cekik aku...Kit mahal x hengat....

2.....hurm...HPLC...bnde yg aku xsuker ms kt U dulu....sbject tu pun dpt C+ jer...hamek skrg nk xnk kene bncinta dgn HPLC....suker pkse2 boleyh jd ker....kawen pkse boleyh bhgier ker....analogy ok...=)...hurm kwn2 aku ckp...cnta lps kawen boleyh dipupuk...lg berkat...eyh...merepek ape nih...da da smbung cerita....x cukup dgn HPLC...kalau nsb aku tmbah xbaek...FTIR pun aku kene buat jgk....tp Dr. br plan...so..aku assume no no no....hehe....ape pun nnt...aku tadah jer....i.aLLah aku cube...kalau susa...nanges2 dulu...pastuh cuber lagi....smpai dpt....hehe....doakan aku kwn2...=)

3.....proximate...hurm....ingt plan boleyh abskan moisture n ashing diz week..tp aku da shot 1 hr....sooo...xboleyh la kot....postpone lg smpai next week...kesian aku....dtg lagi 2 smple madu br....ak nk settle 2 analyses nie abs2 san.....lps nie xpyh pk daaaa...just cmpare mthod n discuss3....doakan aku kwn2....

4.....x cukup dgn moisture n ashing...Q utk protein aku smpai hr nie x boleyh nk run....digestion tube x cukup plak hr nie...xpela xder rezki....sok i.aLLah aku buat...try2 dulu.....harap2 dpt....n harap sgt x jd mcm hr tuh...nk digest pun x lps....buang tablet jer....doakan aku kwn2....

5.....smlm...Dr. bg task yg mesti aku siapkan Due date...errrr....xtawu....hehe....xmaw tnyer.....review paper psl...psl byk.....o0o0o0o...byk...hehe...total up ader la dkt 8 kot...i.aLLah...Liza pun samer...soooo bkn aku sorg kan....msti boleyh buat....Doakan aku kwn2.....

6.....microbe...hurm aku ader smple honey n pollen...tp ape pun...Dr. nak aku kejar buat poLLen sebab tuh mcm xtahan lm...s usual TPC n Yeast n Mould sesuatu yg mesti...xbuat berdoser..hehe....tp yg lain tuh yg mcm x best jer aku nk dgr...hurm...Dr. suro detect beneficial bacteria dlm pollen tuh....korg ader idea x....kalau ader...tggl kan dlm comment di bwh k....list bacteria ape....aku da berasap2 kepala cr tp sumer pun psl substance laen jer...bcteria xder...sumer bcteria jht2 jer yg kua..hurm....itu psl pollen sample...honey smple...aku kene buat segala detection mcrobe dulu...br proceed dgn antimicrobe.....Dr. kater kalau u x detect mcrobe dulu...mcm mn nk taw dier anti ker x...errkk..?????mcm pening jer...tp ader btul nyer....ntah....ape yg psti kene terus bc n bc.....

ape pun..makin bacer.....untungnyer....makin byk yg kita tawu...tp biler makin bacer...pening pun same byk dgn ape yg kau tawu....heheh...korg fhm x aku ckp ape....heheheh..doakan aku kwn2.............=)





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hYe bLog...

hye dearest Blog...sementara menunggu crucible ku sejuk...amik mase cnteng-cnteng kt sini...Lm kiter x bual pjg kan ...sian blog aku...mcm da bersawang xder cerita yg memuncakkan...tp xtulis x semestinyer hidup aku x der cerita...mcm2....kalau semue nk cerita...perlu la ader blog personal punyer.......hehe...btw...kdg2 viewer xnk taw sgt pun cerita2 kiter dr A smp Z...most mesti cr story relate to evrything...anything....in public...tips2...n so on..btul x....=)

Hurm...diz week....aku n Liza having workin' Life without AidiL...tipu la kalo aku ckp aku x rs ape2....setiap hr msti sedeyh....cumer kdg2 nmpk...kdg2 x....tp nk buat mcm mn...menyinggah bkn utk smpai biler2....sumer br nk muler hidup....harus terus berjalan atas landasan masing2....btul x....jnji x luper itu suda cukup...

HPLC..hurm...result aku dpt sikit pun x boleyh pakai...kesian kwn2 byk tolong aku smpai mcm x cukup tgn...tp result didn't make sense at all...kene lebih snsitive ms handling....n 1 penyakit aku yg aku mmg kene buang jauh2....x reti nk merancang..n mule la kelam kabut....biler kelam kabut...sumer lintang pukang...worse thing psl aku la tuh...minah gelabah...nk buat mcm mn....mybe kalo bnde nie xjd...msti aku x sedar2 pun smpai skrg yg aku nie minah kelam kabut....heheh....biler la TENANG tu nk melekat kat aku eyh...=)

pg nie....da sembang2 dgn en.sheikh...biase laa...citer psl funding...spending....n all related to money....hurm...ntah la xtawu mcm mn....kejap gitu...kejap gini....last2 wat muker bodo jer aku...xtawu..mls nk pk....tgh hari td br clear evrything lps g RMC...mcm tuh rupenyer....sooo mungkin boleyh tarik nafas lega sket kot..ntah laaa...tp mcm mn pun...blnjer kene ingt2....kalo boleyh tiap2 bln xpyh la mintak mak abah aku lagi...sian dorg....ntah biler aku dpt hulur kat dorg tiap2 bln kan...

PasaL kereta aiDiL...hurm 1 lagi bnder...kesian dier...mcm mn pun...aku msti rs bersalah...rs nk tolong tp aiDiL x kasi...Fair ker mcm tuh....ntah laaa...aku pun xtawu.....

TQ..

iTs getting harder….harder….harder….
positive thought u gave me….received with Thanx….
aku seLaLu respond Lambat even ape kau tuLis sumer berguna utk aku…
mmg sumer ape yg aku perLu…
Terima kasih…………....=)

DiL DiL DiL.....

hye DiL.....=)
how many days left..??hurm plus minus 3 days to go..
ko rs sedeyh x..??
aku sedeyh.....
lps nie...mkn...blk...sumer da xder nk sm2 ngn ko...
btw...jgn luper aku n Liza taw..=)
aku besyukur jgk sbb lps nie i.aLLah sTill bleyh jmper...
xla jauh mn kan.....
btw...aLL de Best....aku doa yang terbaek utk ko even kt mn pun ko pergi...
kiTorg saYang ko....=)
BesT oF Luck DiL...
rindu aku nnt...caLLing2 ea....
x pun...cium bj merah ko bertaLu taLu...kikikiki....

mana saTu jaLan aku....

Mana satu jalan aku…..
Sabtu….org ramai bersorak tgk bola…Kelantan vs Terengganu…
Hurm…aku x amik peduli pun…xminat bola….
Tp satu bnda yg buat aku x berenti pandang memandang…
Makcik si penghantar air…& pengutip duit…
Dari jauh lama aku perhati….
Kaki makcik da terjengkut-jengkut..
Mesti makcik letih…
Mesti makcik sakit kaki…
Untuk ape..???
Untuk sesuap nasi…..
X kesa dr mn datangnyer…
Jauh tgglkan segala untuk anak2 mkcik sekeluarga bkn..???
Saya kagum tgk makcik walau makcik jdkan dulang air peneman makcik sepanjang waktu kerja…
So...r u still giving up…???
ko nk ker bia mak kau susa payah sampai mcm tuh 1 hari nnt kalau kau salah buat pilihan hari ini….
I.allah x….
Kaki mak sakit….kemudian hari nnt itu semua tanggungjawab saya….
Not to forget….abah…itu sumer tanggungjawab saya…..
Hari nie tgk part of video…kesa anak Melayu pertama perjuangkan ilmu dkt Oxford University….dasyat kan….
Hurm…aku taw aku x mampu pun nk jd perfect..n sehebat Dr. Afifi tu…
Tp cukup la buat diri sndiri…mak abah aku..n family aku senang n keluar dari semua yg xbaek…n yg x sempurna….Amin….
Tp mn ader yg sempurna dlm dunia…btul x….=)
Tp sentiase la berusaha untuk jd yg lebih baek…..perlu ader rs tnggungjawab….

masalah..just like a desserts=)

hurm..if u spell backwards the desserts..it will caused a stressed...bohong la if lately aku cube pretend de stressed like a desserts...mcm2 susa yg aku rase...susa ker..??erm mgkin ea..mgkin jgk x....certain people mgkin x kot...wah...harus kuat semangat..=)

1st: erm...rs yg x best coz of personal thing....cant be described here..more to family matter...bhyer2..hehe

2nd: tgh2 semangat run Fehling's...chemical LACKko....sedeyh...

3rd: cr method total sugar n invert sugar yg x jmpe2....

4th: RA application ku still di awang awangan....got no idea aku nk teke aper...ntah...

5th: boleyh survive ker dgn economy yg semakin menyusut da nie...until when...got no idea....

6th: jmper 2 method utk vitamin C determination...mn 1 nk pakai....nk cnsult Dr...ok...khamis depan.....

7th: if application RA aku postpone process until after 10 june...means aku xder gaji lagi..dunno....

8th: pertikaikan y aku tolak job yg aku dpt dulu...mls nk kater ape2...xtaw laaa...

erm..8 jer ker....xnk cukupkan 10..???hehe.....

ape pun THANX TO AIDIL AND LIZA....sebab ader kalian...sy kuat....atleast....=)

p/s: thanx DIL am writing using ur Lappy...=)